This post has nothing to do with my feelings. I just recently got addicted to this song again after… 17 years? The instrumental has been on repeat while I’ve been trying to get some rush work done for Inweb. So good!
Is it my turn to wish you were lying here;
I tend to dream you when I’m not sleeping.
Is it my turn to fictionalize my world;
Or even imagine your emotions – Tell myself anything.
Is it my turn to hold you by your hands;
Tell you I love you and you not hear me.
Is it my turn to totally understand;
To watch you walk out of my life and not do a damn thing…
If I have to give away;
The feeling that I feel.
If I have to sacrifice;
Whatever, babe, whatever baby.
If I have to take apart;
All that I am.
Is there anything that I would not do;
‘Cause inside I’d die without you…
I apologize for all the things I’ve done;
But now I’m underwater and I’m drowning.
Is it my turn to be the one to cry;
Isn’t it amazing how some things just completely turn around.
So take every little piece of my heart;
Take every little piece of my soul;
Take every little bitty piece of my mind;
‘Cause if you’re gone… inside…
I’d die without you…
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December 18th, 2009; 3:16am
October 26th, 2009; 3:11am
So I had to “rearrange” Jojo’s MySpace page today. It looked as if she did the page herself. When I looked at the code it just seemed to me that they hired the first guy that applied for the job.
I didn’t fix anything that was broken. I just made it NOT look like a mess.
Apparently she is trying to sign a new contract with the record label and once she does she’ll have a bag of money for a complete re-design of her MySpace. Hopefully, I’ll get the slice/dice job for that too.
While I was trying to work on it, I was trying to install some necessary apps on my new laptop. At the same time, my router decided to give me a headache. And it worked. My head was paining and my left eye felt like it wanted to pop out of the socket. After I finished working on Jojo’s page I decided to join Andy (who was over, hangin’ with Derrick) in a game of Street Fighter.
Almost instantly, my headache went away and very soon after, my eyeball was like “I think I’ll stay and watch the game.”
Derrick gave me an idea today about getting things that usually get pushed back actually done. He said to try to have a schedule where one hour a day, you do ________. Whatever it is you want to do. In my case, it would be learn ActionScript or work on that XNA game that Ken, Ross and I want to do.
Even if you end up only doing half an hour of work, as long as you touch it everyday it will be come habit. I heard from an old manager of mine that once you do something at least 21 times in a row, it becomes a habit (I think). I should look that up.
I have so many things I want to do everyday:
- • Work out
- • Learn ActionScript
- • Work on this site and my portfolio
- • Program a game
- • Organize my room
- • Make some progress in a game
Let’s see how this goes.
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October 2nd, 2009; 5:32pm
I had to make a contest form at work today where the contestant have to upload before and after pictures of their decks. The client didn’t want to use a database for some reason and wanted all the pictures emailed to him.
As I’m familiar with PHP’s mail() function, I’ve never tried sending attachments. After trying a bunch of suggested headers to use, I found a custom mail class that made my job extremely easy. Here is the link. [zedwood.com]
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